Tuesday, December 4, 2012

Dec 4, 2012


Its been a fun week.
matt has been off since sunday and doesnt go back to work till thursday!
monday we had some family photos taken. and then went craft store hopping.
also got to eat 5guys.YUM.
Today we went to the mcwane center. little girl had so much fun.
i love this age so much where she can go and do and play. but still small enough to be my cuddle bug! 
she goes to spend the night with her birth mother friday =/ thankfully its only for one night. im not looking forward to her Christmas visit tho. its the 23rd-26th. that just is too long.

im doing really good, holding on to my faith in God. i know that He is working on me. giving me peace and comfort. i wish i could see what the future had in store. i wish i was better at just living day to day and not thinking about all this. thats the hardest thing for me. THINKING. why do we have to think about everything? i really do wish there was an off button to our brains.

on another note. 
tomorrow is gonna be a great day. a lazy day. a day to just sit and play with my sweet angel. and be thankful for all i do have because i do have so much. im healthy. im loved. i have a roof over my head. and food to eat. and so much more. God is good all the time.

now time to go sew.

=)

Nov 27, 2012

this year has gone by so quickly.
i feel like i havent had enough time.
is there ever going to be enough time?
even right now at this moment i feel rushed.
i wish that clocks were never invented.
that time didnt matter.
i wish that i really could just live in my own little bubble,
sometimes.

i got the call today about the next over night visit schedule.
she wont be with me for christmas.
they are wanting to move the court date to the first of the new year.
i trust God more than anything.
i trust in the supernatural.
i know that He can do more, than i could ever begin to imagine.
i just need to have patience and really let go.
if i hold on to this fear then im not having faith.
faith is the answer.

im thankful for the life i have been given.
and i will never take it for granted.
i have been given so much.
been blessed beyond measure.
i am a child of the mighty king of kings.